If i'm so rich, i'd have many dogs in the house, with the help of many domestic helpers, i'm sure we can manage the poop and pee, the showering and maintaining of the doggies' lifestyle etc. And they'd just have fun all day long in the front porch, backyard, and then go sleep in the house when it's night time. No grass in the house. No grass. No trees. I hate crawlies. Just cement and tiles.
And i'd build a play house for the doggies. Haha. Wouldn't it be nice?! It'd be VERY nice!
And then if i have A LOT of money, i'd give each of my sisters one big lump sum. They can do anything with it. Buy a house.. Start a business.. Keep it in the bank. Whatever. I'm sure it'd make them happy. Lol. I'd be happy to receive a lump sum like that.
Anyway there's a lot more things i'd do for the people i love and like, if i have A LOT of money. Although i don't actually know how much exactly it'd take to make someone happy. Money is definitely a big cost. The rest of it i guess is just the token. That token that people keep counting when the money is not that big. Lol.
I also realise that i'm a lot in a daze. Too amazed. That there are money to be earned if you reach out far enough, stretch yourself hard enough. Some of us might never be motivated enough to do that. But each time i think about MooMoo still being in the shelter, and i think about how much more i gotta go before i can tell myself "i worked hard", i feel guilty. MooMoo is my sister's dog but i understand there's only so much one can do. And i haven't hit my limit. I still have a lot more to work on, earn, and give.
It makes sense. If i make a lot more than i need, then i can give it to the people i love who can then solve their problems.
Now the question is.. How much is "a lot more than i need", I also don't know. Having savings is apparently not good enough anymore. Maybe it's greed. Or maybe i'm becoming selfish. Maybe it's me rather taking things in my own hands and solving the big general problems than to pass out resources and trust people to solve their own problems.
I need to be a king. LOL. So that i can have A LOT, to give out.
Educating someone would only work if that someone takes it in and become a better person. If not.. I rather i solve your problems for you, so you don't get to fuck us all up.
But then again.. There's only so much i can do too.
Cox i'm not the king yet. Lol.
Sigh. Since i'm not the king, i guess it's easier to live my time telling myself 尽力而为. Just do and give my best and hope for the.. Worst. So then i don't have to go through the same emotional shit from having expectations.
Anyway!!! I've wanted to do something to my nose since a long time ago! Like when i was 13 i think! I can spend a very long time in front of the full length mirror just looking at myself. I have this other handheld mirror, and i'd place it in a angle, where i can see myself in different angles. Lolol. It's majorly fun and it's one of my favourite past time when i was younger.
So okay here are some pictures of the nose that i have now, and the nose that i want. The face structure is not photoshoppped so you can help me see also!
The change that i want is not very drastic right.
It's just removing the small hump to even out the nose bridge, and then prop the bridge in between the eyes a little. Mainly is to make the wings on the side of the nose to be less wide. And maybe trim the tip a little teeny weeny bit. Lolol.
It's all the minimal changes but that's a complete nose job. Lol.
Wouldn't it be nicer?
I hope you will have a really awesome Dragon year. I'm sure i will!!! =)