28 February 2015

Good mum image hahaha


Sorry for the lack of update! I am running in on almost the last week of my pregnancy! And is feeling super duper heavy and sore everywhere O.O But i took the effort to look good for probably the last time before i go give birth hahaha.

Went to look for Sio to touch up my hair colour before baby pops!

❤ ❤ ❤ Cleo Hairmake ❤ ❤ ❤
Central @ Clarke Quay Level 4
Tel: 6338 5250

Black roots growing out!
This time the instruction for Sio is "Please make me look like a good mother. A fashionable good mother" Lolol.
This is my "after nap" face hahaha. Cox i always doze off when Sio shampoo my hair O.O
Blow styling..
And i'm done~!!! Thank you Sio for always making me look good T.T I already look forward to having him style my hair again after confinement T.T I know i will miss itttt!!!
No edit on colour! Beige brown under yellow light!
Peishi jiejie and Ben gege were also there to do their hair that day!!!
How lah?
Got "good mother" vibe? Haha!
Sorry not sorry for the flooding of my selfies becox i hardly put on makeup these days so when i do.. I make sure i whore it!!! Hahaha!

Went home and camho somemore. Haha. under white light! My ends are really like coal colour! I LOVE IT! So the entire thing don't look just dark brown haha.
If you want a darker hair colour that doesn't look boring, find Sio ba! =D
Okay last one. Haha!

❤ ❤ ❤ Cleo Hairmake ❤ ❤ ❤
Central @ Clarke Quay Level 4
Tel: 6338 5250

Omg i have only been seated at the computer chair for less than 30 minutes and it makes me soooo uncomfortable already T.T I think the whole weight doesn't go well with sitting up straight for long haha.

Who knows.. Maybe by the next or next next post.. You'd see the 35kg in person already. HAHA.

Just kidding T.T My baby weighs less than 10% of all that weight gain.

Anyway thank you again Sio~!!! ^.^ I wanna go wash hair right before delivery O.O To look chio for a week at least hahaha.


23 February 2015

Hospital tour, Pre-Natal Massage, Childbirth Class


Gong hei fatt choi to all of you first ah!!! Wish that in this new lunar year your luck will get better and better, career advance faster and faster, cash in wallet and money in bank increase in folds!!!

新年快乐 ah everyone!!! ^.^

This new year for my family confirm super exciting one lah, got new baby joining the family haha. If anyone in your family / amongst your relatives / any of your friends are going to have a baby soon.. Perhaps you can let them know what i'm about to share =))) It helped me a lot in preparing for my pregnancy i hope that it will be helpful info to other mummies-to-be ^.^

Went for a hospital tour at Thomson Medical centre and got myself mentally-prepared by a whole lot. It all felt so much more real.. Like.. Okay, this is it O.O

Before the tour i had a lot of imaginations about how it will be like when i enter the hospital, in case my water broke and i'm wheeled in, or in case i'm strutting in gracefully hahaha! I just try to picture the different circumstances of which i will be admitted when i'm gonna deliver my baby!!!

And it made me very anxious although mostly excited lah. I even tried to visualise how my surroundings will look like when i am pushing LOL. Some nights i spend awake till dawn just thinking.. "How will it be that day?" So i'm happy that i went for the hospital tour!!!

Here we are at the main lobby of Thomson Medical. The facilitators explained to us ALL The different scenarios of which i may be admitted depending on my situation at that point of time haha.

Even share with the daddies which counter to go to for paperwork, who will be taking care of us and who to look for for different purposes. Like this very good please. Daddies are gonna have to be super cool-headed and stay calm in order to give the mummy support! Haha.

And for that to happen, daddies cannot garang gabok and get all confused and don't know where to go like that!!! Hahaha. So actually i'm secretly very happy Josh is the one who have to know-it-all for the paperwork stuff!!! Becox i think when that day comes.. I'd be VERY gan jeong and preoccupied.

So far i find the tour very informative and make me feel more in-place with what might happen on that actual day. It helps me to reduce stress okay haha! Uncertainty cause me a lot of stress one.

First thing that caught my eyes at the labour ward is this bathtub! =O

Was told that this is for mummies-to-be who chose hydrotherapy for pain relief during labour! I got curious and went to search on Youtube about water birth later.. Pretty amazing how some mums can do it without pain relief and all O.O I CANNOT. Hahaha. I am not so brave!

Their delivery suite is fully equipped to handle all normal deliveries and natural births assisted by your doulas or birth planners!

See the comfy couch for daddy? There's also an attached TV in the room and free wifi throughout the hospital. But as comfy as the whole room looks.. I really hope i won't have to stay too long here haha! I hope i quick quick go in, quick quick pop! LOL. 

I also heard fromt he facilitators of the hospital tour that you can request for essential oils to help the mum relax. I learnt from childbirth class that simple massage / soothing music can help ease tension during childbirth! I need everything i can get to feel the best i can *kiasu* Haha!

So considerate, they even provide a simple pantry and care-packs for all parents at the labour ward!

Then we were shown around to the rooms and suites!

I'm going with the suites cox i (thick-skinnedly) assume i will have a lot of visitors lah hahaha. But also is for privacy lah. You never know what my family and good friends + me can talk about lol!

OF COURSE.. The MAIN reason is the large and comfortable room size!!!
All single rooms come with attached toilet, TV and sofa! Quick little look around!
Looks very much like a posh hotel O.O
Seating area for my guests ^.^
They use Khiel’s toiletries set *Obama head nod* Lol! Bathroom also so spacious. I am sold. HAHA.
Josh finding out more info from the facilitators.

Parents-to-be may sign up for Thomson Medical centre's daily hospital tour HERE! It's free ah, in case you all think it's chargeable haha. And there's also a free goodie bag after the tour!

If in case you all also choosing single rooms, they have the "Single Room Guarantee". It means for mummies who have booked a single room prior to admission at TMC, in the event that the preferred single room type is unavailable at the time of your admission, TMC will provide a complimentary upgrade or a waiver of $100 off your room stay per day if you stay overnight in a shared room.

Another reason why Thomson Medical centre is a good choice to consider for to-be moms would be the Thomson SG50 Jubilee Joy Pack! These are the goodies inside!!!

But they are not all.

I suggest you get someone to come pick you and your husband up on the day of discharge becox there will be a total of FOUR GOODIE BAGS when you leave the hospital!!!

You'd be getting the Thomson Mummy Discharge Bag, Thomson SG50 Jubilee Joy Pack (as seen in picture above this), POSB Tote Bag and the Singapore Government Jubilee Baby Gift set! Omg haha can i say i am actually quite excited for all the gifts hahaha!

After the tour i asked about their famed chinese medicine pre-natal and post-natal care. So i was brought to one of their 4 outlets for Thomson Chinese Medicine.

They provide services and care for fertility, confinement care, paediatric massage and of course health and wellness for women that goes from pain to stress relief and more. Visit their website for more details and info! I am glad to be able to try their pre-natal massage!!!

I'd say it's one of the best things i enjoy during pregnancy and i only wish i get started on it WAYYY earlier!!! Imagine i would have much lesser water-retention, and i won't complain so much about my swollen and painful feet all the time. PLUS, i won't feel soooooo bloated and gassy the whole time!

So glad they gave me appointment few days after my hospital tour so i could quickly get started!

Getting started on my 90 minutes session ^.^ Omg my baby bump is so round haha! Like a planet on my tummy. Imagine all that weight + my guts being compressed lolol and falling on my spine haha! Massages should be made compulsory for all pregnant mummies!!! Hahaha!
My therapist Maya is REALLY REALLY good at what she does!!!

I first went to her at week 31 i think! It's already very late! But better than never! You can start at week 20 - 22! Start earlier will help increase blood circulation and will reduce water retention! It won't go away but it will be much much more bearable and that allows you to feel more normal!

Before i start my massage, my legs were like elephant legs. They felt like they were gonna explode or implode anytime. I said this many times in my previous baby diaries that my legs are so swollen, i can barely bend them without feeling like they gonna burst. Lol.

And my soles hurts too T.T I think it's all the weight gain causing it lotsa pressure.

Let's not even get started on my back T___T

That's why i say, massages should be made compulsory for pregnant ladies!!! Haha! Then only they can know that being pregnant doesn't mean you have to feel like crap physically. Haha!

Top to toe massage~ Even the water retention on my fingers is taken care of!
After the massage!!!! I AM FREAKING AMAZED NO JOKE. My legs literally look like deflated balloons. Like suddenly all the gas and water all let out and then the flesh look MUCH more relaxed and less taut and shiny like before massage!!! I call it "Lao Hong" hahaha. My legs lao hong. 

It's said that their accupressure massage is in the form of Tuina and it will help relieve swelling, muscular aches and promote bonding with baby.

What i think it does for me is to rid of the water retention (I would let go before the massage but then right after the massage i still pee a river LOL) and rid wind!!!

Really one! Don't stand or walk behind me after my pre-natal massage!!! Confirm you have to smell my fart =XXX LOL. I fart and burp EXTRA lots after the massage!!!

Overall you just walk out feeling 10 times lighter!!! Every step is much easier and feel less burdened! Compared to how my feet feel before the massage, i'd say i feel like i'm floating on air after massage!

You may call 6350 8850 for enquiries and appointment!

Thank you Maya for the wonderful sessions so comfy i always always walk out feeling refreshed!

Childbirth Education Class
One day before Valentine's Day, Josh and i went for the childbirth class for daddy and mummy!

It's especially useful for first time parents! But there were existing parents there also, for refresher HAHA. Don't say, if the gap between two kids is too long, really will forget one!

They have option of 6 weeks course or 1 full day course. Josh and i chose the full day course becox it's more convenient lah! And it's more feasible for busy parents. Not say i busy or what but i rather learn everything i need to in a day! =D But of course the 6 weeks course covers a lot more topics in details!

The one day course covers pain relief and labour info, breastfeeding and baby care.

Haha babies galore.

I find the course very enriching and informative!!! I'd recommend all daddy and mummy to-be to go for it! After the course i feel much more prepared for the baby's arrival.

And feel a lot less scared of the labour haha! Cox at least i now know various methods that can help me feel better and breathing exercises that can help me do better in the labour ward!

Exercises that we can do before baby's due, to keep our muscles strong and flexi!!!
What the heck hahaha. Josh caught this on camera. I don't know what i was doing. Probably some kind of head rotation and shoulders relaxation routine hahaha. 好陶醉哦!
Another stretching exercise!
Me and Josh in class ^.^ It's a really sweet thing to do together. And also to watch other couples do it.. It's just a room filled with blissfulness and joy!!! All awaiting the arrival of our babies =)))
Also taught some useful massaging techniques by the very motherly and amiable instructor that day on how the daddy can help relief discomfort / pain for the mummy during labour, with simple massage techniques! And then she also share about baby massage! That's why i went to sit in as demo HAHA.
Haha not relavant but i can haz ice cream after lunch break haha.
Getting very hands-on after lunchbreak! =DDD HAHA the dad behind us photobombing our one-day family de family portrait. Hahaha.

We later learnt more about breastfeeding, the different situations we might expect to happen and how to deal with it. I am really very very very scared of breast engorgement T.T

Like i swear to god i think other than labour itself (which i am less afraid of now already, cox i just learnt how i can handle myself and how Josh can help me relief pain and stress from the class before lunch break haha! Plus my gynae is quite awesome and i trust the staff at Thomson, so i am overall feeling quite good about that!), the other thing i am most worried about for myself is engorgement.

Like even before pregnancy, before menses my boobs can be so sore and painful that i can wake up in pain if i accidentally hit it in my sleep =__=" So i can only imagine how much more worst it can get if i kena engorgement. But then again.. Most mums will have to go through that. But good thing the course taught me how to PREVENT and how to reduce the pain.

And if all-things fail.. I'm just gonna call TMC and ask for breastfeeding support!
Baby care time~ Haha. I very serious okay.
We learnt how to hold the baby for shower, how to shower and later swaddle the baby, also how to burp the baby after feeding.. AND A LOT MORE omg i cannot list it all at the back of head now but i can say after the class that i definitely know how to do it when i need to do it haha!

If you're keen to sign up for the course you can email cbe@thomsonmedical.com ^.^

Thank you Thomson Medical Centre for the hospital tour and for having me and my baby!!! (4 free goodie bags aside LOL) I am very excited to deliver my baby there!!!

And is very thankful that everyone i met there are extremely helpful and knowledgable and sharing when it comes to the topic of pregnancy, childbirth and motherhood. Thank you so much!

For you mummies / have a mum-to-be that you know of, let them know they can arrange for hospital tour at Thomson Medical Centre HERE.

Alright! Happy New Year!!! I'm going to feast this festive off before the baby comes soon after! ^.^V

04 February 2015

2015 Resolutions

Yo sup?

I was gonna do a 2015 Resolution post at the start of January like i always do the last few years.

But pregnancy has made me lost track of time. Haha.

So here's a quick list of my resolutions in 2015.

- Give birth to a healthy and cute (very subjective LOL) baby and be a good mom to my best ability

- Be a good mom BUT not forgetting to continue being a good wife, sister, daughter and aunt and good friend to the friends i care for! I scared i only care about babybabybaby, i will forget everyone else LOL.

- Stay sane after pregnancy O.O This would mean i don't kill myself or anyone else around me haha. Actually it really mean i hope i will not suddenly become someone totally different in a bad way. Like if i become more compassionate or motherly or gentle becox of the baby, then good! But i don't wanna become one of those overly kiasu, demanding, anal and high-expectation parents O.O

- Rent out our current flat in Punggol and then move into a bigger rental house smoothly T.T A bit dreading this yet quite excited thinking about being able to do up the baby room at the new place!

- Do something meaningful for baby and me and Josh =D

- Continue saving. To be specific i guess i'd resolute to save 5% of a bucket of gold lol. I never knew savings is actually important until i have baby O.O Like the within the first week i got the baby, i'm like "OH POOP. I have about enough savings to see her through until she turn.. 2 years old. LOL.

Given that i don't scrimp on baby stuff.. And that i am a shopaholic (now i shop for two O.O) I either have to make more money, or i have to save more money so that i can keep having money to shop HAHA. Then again what am i saying?! Savings are not meant to be touched for shopping! Shit. So i guess i just have to make more money! So that i can still save while i shop =D

- Earn more money. I guess this one have been happening year by year so that's okay. Plus 2015 the baby got her own endorsement deals. So i consider those her own money and will put them aside for her! So far.. Her makings alone is almost half of what i can make in a year last year T.T Before my baby is out i already have to face the harsh reality that she is more pops than me lolol.

I guess i have to slog double hard this year hahaha! But it's okay!!! To a better future~ *clink~*

- LOSE WEIGHT!!! I wanna be human again by my birthday!!! (End of June) Lol. Cox End of June is when i conceived hahahaha. Just nice lah be hippo for 1 year already. So i'd have like 3 - 4 months to lose the pregnancy weight and go back to less than 50kg!!! =DDD I think that's gonna happen miraculously!!!

Alright i guess that's that! Last few years is always i wanna buy this, i wanna buy that, i wanna get this done, get that done, wanna travel here and there.. But this year i just wanna be a better person. Grow and learn with my baby and Josh and the people around me..

And of course.. Instead of straying off from blogging and updating stuff on social media.. I think in 2015 i might just update more haha. So you all don't worry okay. I just need to get the baby out, become human again and get my energy back ^.^V

Okay we'd do a checkpoint check in June again!!! Don't say. Very fast one. Now already February!


01 February 2015

Baby and Me Diary 9

Hello you all!!! I'm at Part 9 of the baby diary and i believe part 10 will be the part where i run the last leg of the pregnancy. Lol. How time pass, really.

You guys went through the whole pregnancy with me.. How does it feel? I'm left with less than 2 months to the EDD but i think baby will come out sooner becox i wanna try natural and the baby cannot be too big ah boh later i really become pcb O.O LOL.

I am sorry i really cannot document as much things as previous baby and me diary post becox it's been really exhausting, the last trimester. Imagine i even have problem climbing out of bed =_="

Anyway here it is~! Sorry ah a small part of it i was really really feeling a little depressed and had the worst thoughts ever and i cried a lot that night but i don't wanna erase it from my diary becox it makes me remember to be thankful always always for having a kicking baby inside me!

3rd Jan Today daddy and mummy sleep lots cox your daddy say it's really hard to not be smoking and stay in a good mood haha. So we just doze off and wake up for nice yummy food! Daddy has done a great job trying to quit smoking so we deserve a treat lol.

4th Jan Bb you are 29 weeks old today =OOO You are about 16 inches now and growing some fats for yourself =))) Mummy is getting a little scared to be honest. There's a lot to be done still!

YAY!! Jayne got us Nasi Lemak from Changi!!! =D

5th Jan Mummy fart a lot today. It's really major loud and smells kinda metallic O.O

Met Yong Ming for dinner and catching up!

He keep saying he feel very bad for me cox i look very disoriented like my hair is untamed, my complexion like shit and then i waddle slowly like a heavy penguin lol. But then he damn jian he say he can't help to feel happy also cox for all the 10 years i mock at him for being fat amongst other stuff i tease him about, he is happy cox this is justice done to me hahahahah. I HATE HIM SO MUCH.

6th Jan Today your daddy prepared breakfast and lunch for us before he leave for his appointment. And then come back with yummy dinner ^.^ I feel so happy and loved~ =DDD

Woke up from nap with your daddy's hand on my belly haha. He say last night he woke up at 5am and he couldn't fall back asleep so he place his hands on my belly to feel you and he say you were REALLY active at 5am! Mummy didn't even realise haha. Are you a night owl like mummy? ^.^

7th Jan Went to the supermarket with your daddy just now and had this two wave of crazy cramp. Couldn't even move for that few minutes when the cramp is here!

8th Jan Went to do hair with Niaoniao today! She do nails at Cleo Nails i do hair lah haha. I realise the closer in i get to the delivery date, the more i feel the need to cozy up with my sisters, my bff and
Josh O.O Is it weird. I just wanna have my closest people near me for that sense of security.

No edit. Super duper rare i look okay. All thanks to Sio! If no good hair i basically look like poop lol.

My dad has to go back to the hospital cox =( I have work to finish up before dateline so Josh went to accompany Si Jie at the hospital. Please let my dad be fine..

9th Jan Josh prepared breakfast and lunch before he left for work. I can't wait for him to be back so we can go to the hospital to see my dad together. Sigh.

Omfg just cough and it turn into a gag with vomit and i quickly swallow it back in. IT TASTE SO BAD.

My second sister saw me at the hospital and she got a shock of her life. I don't blame her cox she haven't seen me in monthssss hahaha. She say i put on so much weight she can't regconise me.

10th Jan Today your daddy and mummy go to the hospital and visit your yeye again.. Really hope your yeye can watch you grow up and get married, in good health ='l

Daddy is planning with mummy to shift the furnitures around in the house to prepare for your arrival.. This is becoming so real =O

YAY! Josh say it's Saturday night so we can go out for supper =D

11th Jan Bb we are at 30th week now!!! =OOO WHAT HAPPENED?!

You are about 16.5inches and you can grasp with your tiny fingers now =))) Also omg you already advance from just nudging and kicking mummy! You glide inside my tummy.. The feeling is like.. Someone tickling mummy from inside the tummy!!! ^.^ Haha how are you baby? What are you thinking of? I wanna know i wanna know! =DDD

Went to see your yeye at the hospital today again. You please ah haha got you then mummy go hospital, daddy got warded to hospital and then yeye also got warded. Ni bu yao jiang sway okay hahahah!

Josh made soup for my dad today. I am very thankful for him and my brother-in-law and my family cox they all care for my dad like one family..

Everything is made better with a closely-knitted family..

Now i have to eat very far from the dining table cox tummy getting bigger!

12th Jan Having weirder and weirder dreams these days. Some are so weird i cannot even comprehend. Sometimes i dream of dead dolls but in my dreams i try so hard trying to "save" them. Like why. I can see they are just dolls in my dreams! But then i still wanna give them CPR wth.

13th Jan Sat on a black plastic chair to listen to my dad's prescription instruction. When i got up there was a wet stain on the chair O.O" Embarrass until want die cox Josh saw the patch T.T I also don't know if it's sweat or what....... O.O""" What have i become...... ='O

Went for hospital tour at Thomson Medical Centre! Shit's getting real!!! Mummy is getting a bit anxious!!! But thank god the people at the hospital is very assuring and brought me and your daddy through the different scenarios of which i might be admitted haha.

Will share more in details in another post but OMG BABY our suite is huge and super dope!!!
Super info-loaded and enriching tour!!! Good thing there's Josh to remember everything becox i am pretty sure i forgot most of the things i learnt as soon as i saw my lunch after the tour. LOL.

Went out with Yutaki, Wendy and Shuyin for movie!!! Wendy gave me a drumstick she smuggled in for movie HAHAHA. Knowing her, that is like giving me her left kidney hahahah!

 14th Jan Had to have Josh wear my underwear for me from now on.. I can easily sit on a chair but we don't have a chair in the bedroom and i like to wear my underwear in the bedroom. But thing is even if we have a chair in the bedroom, the chair will have to be cleaned everyday cox if not got dog fur (that is also why i cannot sit on the bed and wear my undie LOL). Thank you for reading through the reasons of why Josh have to help me put on my underwear for me LOL.

15th Jan Woke up twice in the middle of the night to pee.. T.T I just really wanna sleep for more than 4 hours in a stretch~!!!

Went for Hi tea with Jia and Dotty, they bought lotsa things for me and baby!

Some of the gifts for baby!!!
Clockwise - Wing top and hoodie from Jia! ❤︎ ❤︎ ❤︎ PJ from Shuyin! Pink dress and stripes dress from Twenty3my ladyboss! #Cuite onesie and AWESOME onesie from Dotty =DDD I think my baby is left with no choice but to love PINK~!!! Hahah thank you errone~!!! =D

16th Jan Had lotsa rest today.. Spend the day watching drama with Josh, eating, and napping.. I think that's gonna be what i have to do from now on.. I am too big and heavy to move around much for long.

Omfg bought two boxes of durian at the pasar malam. Finished one box and started on the second one to find a WORM halfway through!!!!! DAMN GROSSSSSS.

Wanted to puke everything out lah!!! Like really i was gagging already!!! But then i remember the durian is $22/box so i decided to hold it together lol. LOL.

17th Jan 15 Years ago today i had my first menses. I was at those chinese banquet for prayers kind. They call it "Por dok" or something lah. I super loveee those one!!! Cox just go and eat.. And eat =D

So i was at that dinner and then halfway through my stomach is cramp until cannot!!! Pain until want die kind. But i hang on for another 40 mins just to tahan until dessert was served. It was potong ice cream hahaha so i grabbed my share and DASH BACK HOME LIKE LIGHTNING SPEED to poop.

And also found blood on my undies O.O It didn't occur to me that i was having my mense for the first time lolol. So i was genuinely worried and thought i have some kind of terminal disease or simply really sick. So i cried and cried and prayed sooooo hard for about an hour plus..

Until my sisters come back home and told me to please don't be so freaking dirty and go put on a pad for christ's sake. LOLOL. I was just sitting there helpless and padless, bleeding out and staining the floor, thinking i was sick LOLOL. Seriously.

Baby next time mummy will educate you better about menses okay. LOL. So you will never have horrifying first time like i did. Lolol. But then again.. At least i didn't bleed out in the public!!! =O

Went for Kah Wei's wedding and ate a lot of ho liao for the baby and me hahaha. Which reminds me that if i don't finish the birds nest at my home faster, i will have to open a shop to sell birds nest liao. So today onwards i have a bottle a day!!!

Omg baby.. I can't sleep. I am feeling quite depressed imagining the worst cox i heard a poly mate who just became a mummy herself talk about how foetus might have umbilical cord around their neck. And the baby will just pass away in the tummy cox cannot breathe right? It was scary to hear but then i didn't think much of it until it's late at night and right before i was gonna sleep. I imagine the worst things. Mummy love you so much, bb. Thank you for all the nudges and kicks. Thank you for being alive inside me. I pray for you to come to this world safe and healthy. I would give up my life for you. I love you, i love you, i love you.. Please be healthy and safe..

18th Jan Bb Daddy say you are going to be a good healthy baby cox we are good decent people! ^.^ I guess so! What the heck read my note from last night, i was so emotional. In fact i cried a lot yesternight O.O Not me ah, it's pregger hormones.

Actually i was really thankful and amazed by how each adult human being turn out good and healthy becox the human body is so complicated so many things can go wrong, during pregnancy, during baby stages and during our growing up years. Suddenly i don't hate anyone that much anymore O.O It's almost like everyone is a gift from the universe to make everyone else's life more interesting and meaningful.

Told Josh "I am hungry leh Darling"

He no reply.

"I am hungry~"

He reply "Next time if you say our baby is hungry, i will give you a respond immediately"

What is this. Hahaha!

Bb today you are 31 weeks!!! =OOO Size of a big pineapple!!! And all your five senses are working now. You are amazing ='))

Went to spend family time and totally in love with Yuxuan and Yurou! Though i still must ask for permission from Yurou before i can play with Yuxuan, i think we are getting there lol.

Best part about going to Si Jie's house is.. Homecooked food!!! By my borther in law or dad =DDD
19th Jan Had my first pre-natal massage today at Thomson Chinese Medicine ^.^ It's soooooo freaking good and effective in helping me reduce water-retention and swelling in my legs (espeically legs!!!) and arms, i should have started WAYYY earlier!!! T.T Will share more soon!!!
Your daddy brought us for yummy prawn noodle after that! =D Love it when he suggest we go to more special places for food haha! Becox we hardly do that before you *sulk* So i 托你的福 baby, this pregnancy mummy can eat lotsa yummy food away from Punggol! =DDD

20th Jan Your daddy butchered a thai young coconut for mummy hahah. People say now on can drink 1 - 2 coconut! So that you will come out clean and easy!!!

Bb.. Mummy's gonna see you soon but from now til then though i feel excited and happy as the days go..

I can't help to feel more and more worried. About the labor pain.. About how daddy and mummy is going to cope with you.. Will we be good enough? Can we keep to our promise to each other that we will try our best to be patient with each other when you come? Becox we hardly ever raise our voice at each other one. And we rarely argue even. At most is just upset with each other and then we just give each time and space to cool off. But then what if you come and we become the kind of couple who are always impatience and rude with each other cox we wanna please you soonest possible O.O

You please be as easy to handle as Yuxuan okay O.O I've never seen her cry or yell for anything. Everytime at most she grumble a bit only hahaha. 你学着点儿! I told Yuxuan you will be her 小跟班 already! Haha she is Yurou's 跟班. You are her 小跟班 okay! ^.^V

Your daddy is doing everything now.. Household chores to taking care of the doggies and me on top of his own work schedule. He is the best husband and dad-to-be the last 7 months.. I am very blessed.

21st Jan Today daddy and mummy was looking at outfits, cot and pram for you! Bb we will try our best to give you the best okay.. It doesn't matter if some people might think we are not good enough, we shall only give you the best. And that's becox you deserve only our best.

Josh accompanying me again while i do my hair =D I think he spend as much time as he can with me becox he see my tummy so big, scared i anytime can go into labor hahaha.

22nd Jan Woke up to breakfast by my bedside and a sweet note from Josh before he left for work.. A lot of times i think i am too lucky ='))) Becox it doesn't matter what shit i go through.. I know when i am home.. I have a Josh who cares and think about me always..

Went to the temple today with my dad. Prayed for baby's health (cox i was so worried the other day right, about the umbilical cord thing haha) and to draw a lot for my work.

23rd Jan So far i've put on 27kg.. Ottokae.....? Lolol.

Got home with Josh after his work at 8pm.. No matter how tired he is (he's been working back-to-back everyday) he still have dinner with me and still watch drama with me before he continue packing for his shoot tomorrow.

Sometimes he's so tired he will doze off and then mumble to ask me to wake him up if i'm hungry in the middle of the night =') Thank you darling..

4.30am and his alarm just went off. Baby you must remember your daddy works very hard for us so you have to be a good girl when you grow up okay. Your daddy has very weird temper haha but he loves you a lot so you'd have to listen to him!

I will miss Josh when he's at work T.T Before he leave for work i a bit teary what the heckkkkk!!! What the heck?!?!?! Pregnancy hormones. Hahah. I swear i wasn't like this!!! Now i go work also i want Josh with me O.O Why am i like this.

24th Jan Woke up in the afternoon and Josh say he is ending work early. WOOT WOOT. Hahaha.

Went to find Yurou today. Feel so bad that i can no longer run around / sit around and play dancing with her. I can only sit there like a hippo while she try her best to accommodate to me. Like she will tell me to sit on the chair / bed and say it is soft one, so i can sit. And then she will shift her whole play mat beside me and then bring all her toys over ='DDD She's so sensible.. I love her so much.

25th Jan Baby we are at 32 weeks now ='))) Thank you for coming so far so strong!!! Mummy love you so much already..

Bb today we wake up and daddy gave me a kiss but he gave you three!!! I am jealous~ Haha!

Josh and i went to Chinatown today and got he found a play gym for Yuxuan!!! If not this Yuxuan most of the time machiam bodoh only stare at ceiling by herself hahahah!

Yurou kept asking me to play with her haha but it's getting better now after playing with her for 20 minutes i can ask for permission to play with Yuxuan.

Bought bra extension finally if not i might suffocate myself to death.

26th Jan Went for pre-natal massage at Thomson Chinese Medicine again today!!!!! SOOOO FREAKING SHIOK I SWEAR i walk out feeling 20kg lighter. My poor legs feeling whole lot better!

Josh is the best cox he always just wait for me and the baby outside so patiently..

Then we head to Baby Hyperstore and Baby Kingdom!

They are both located at Shun Li Industrial Park!!! They are like a supermarts for baby and kids items!!! You can find almost EVERYTHING you need for your baby / toddlers lah! Haha.

It's located within industrial park (Address is near Eunos, Kaki Bukit! Please google!) so it's a bit inaccessible and don't expect super great store presentation like those in shopping malls haha.

BUT THE GOOD THING IS.... EVERYTHING IS SOLD CHEAPER!!!!! And they have a HUGEEEEEE VARIETY to choose from!!! =OOO Like i've seen a pram of the same brand and design being sold $599 outside.. At the industrial store it's only $300 plus!!! =OOO And then sometimes they run further discount somemore.

The last time Josh and i make a trip there was to buy baby items for Yurou's arrival. I TELL YOU HOW MUCH WE SPEND FOR:

Stroller pram
Sarong with frame
Baby cot
Mattress with bedding and bumper set
Baby rocker
Baby walker

EVERYTHING IN FOR LESS THAN $500. We only spent about $460 something i think!!! =OOO

Josh going around trying the brakes -_-" Haha. I don't see how that is number one priority! Lol. I think chioness is number one!!! O.O Anyway they have a wide range right, so anything from very low price range to higher price range ones you also can find there lah. Just know that everything is at a discounted price from what you'd find elsewhere~ =DDD

So if you're preparing to buy items for your baby, no harm checking out the place first =D

And at Baby Kingdom you may find more of baby clothes, wipes, detergent and breast pump etc. All the baby necessities at discounted prices i think! So you all can go to Shun Li Industrial park and check out the two stores loh!

Josh and i bought a white baby cot that looks like a carriage ^.^ For $300 plus WITH mattress, pink bedding set and pink bed-bumper all =DDD I LOVE IT!!!

Anyway i kept farting (A LOT, LOUDLY) while buying stuff there lol. Think the massage help me rid wind also hahahaha.

Bought this hanging toy from Baby Hyperstore cox it's too cute!!! Also not sure if you can see but they have playhouse for kids etc. So if you're a parent you should go look see =D Omg i am turning into such a typical mom lol. See good deals for babies i get damn excited lol.
Plays a nice music and is all white =D Made from organic cotton haha. My baby's room will be white and pink mostly! =DDD I know, typical. Haha.

27th Jan Been imagining and rehearsing how my delivery is going to be to get myself mentally prepared. I dreamt of it last night and all i could remember is i cried a lot in my dream becox i'm scared. Hahaha.

I think nobody know but one of my biggest dilemma in life is that i very much want a child of my own but after reading up / hearing people around me (my sisters, aunties, friends, friends of friends) talk about delivery.. One of my greatest struggle is the fear of having to tear my vagina O.O Actually i don't know what are the chances but looking how big my own head (skull) is i think my baby's head gonna be pretty mega-mindish lolol.

So yeah.. The fear still remains but i guess when the time really come, i'd be fine. But before that i think i'm gonna have to deal with the fear by not thinking about it lol.

Went to do my hair and nail and Josh came to look for me after his work. And sat there for almost 2 hours cox he wanna accompany me to kill another 1 hour walking around before my dinner appointment. All these time i didn't know his backpack was super heavy with all his equipment and props O.O I think he love the baby and me a lot O.O

Rare day i look okay.. Hair done by Sio at Cleo Hair!!! Love these loose curls! Haven't try curls for a long time but Sio never disappoints! Haha! Tel 63385250 for appointment! =D
Pampering time! Haha! Text 82929021 for appointment with Cleo Nails!

Your daddy ask me why am i using his daughter as table LOL.

28th Jan Aiyo i hope your papa faster come back =( He's out doing work again and i miss him and we are hungry =(

Got Josh to help me wash (and rub) my legs when i shower today cox i haven't been washing them properly for months now hahah.

29th Jan Had to go out for work today. Omg tired until.. Good thing Josh is with me to help me with things!

Bb i think mummy can feel you stretching your limbs!!! It's like last time you only nudge me, touch and go. Now you push and stay for a few seconds before you relax again hahaha.

Bb we are going to see you tomorrow =)) But i think you are so big now we can't see much haha!

30th Jan Bb we are at Dr Law's clinic today for our gynae check up! #Cantkeepmylegsclosed lol.

Mummy put on 29kg so far O.O What is going on~ lolol.

And you are 2.4kg ^.^ Dr Law say you are growing well. You kick and move so much during the scan. Haha. Are you excited also?! =DDD

Doctor Law say if by week 37/38 you are more than 3.5kg for natural birth, we might induce cox if not it might be hard for mummy to give birth to you naturally! But actually mummy wanna keep you in until week 40 T.T Cox then you will be an Aries. So far mummy hasn't seen a Piscean i like O.O All also got something wrong with the character like this.

But if you really turn out to be one then maybe you'd be the first Picscean i like haha!

Bought these singlets for you baby!!! They'd go well with all the tulle skirts hahahah.
Can you just reply your daddy please haha. He's always trying to talk to you and listen for a response. So far i don't think he can hear anything other than maybe my fart O.O
31st Jan Went to find Yuxuan today!!! Yurou wasn't at Yishun so i have a bit more time (and i have my phone to myself instead of have it belonging to Yurou hahah!) with Yuxuan! SHE IS SO ADORABLE OMGGGG. More lovable is her character!!! So sweet and subtle one. But omg really look like Ah Bong hahaha. I like to call her 小肉包 cox her face is like a bun!!!

Okay i go rest liao!!! Very very tiring to sit at the computer to add pictures to my existing diary!

The next time you see my baby diary it should sound something like this "OMGOMGOMG TOMORROW I AM GOING TO GIVE BIRTH TO MY BABY LIAO BYE!"